Showing posts with label Mental illness. Show all posts
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Sunday, 9 February 2020

Book reviews: The Final Empire | My Year of Rest and Relaxation | The Well of Ascension

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Title: The Final Empire
Author: Brandon Sanderson
Original title: The Final Empire

First published: 2006
Genre: High fantasy, Adult
Series: Mistborn #1
Publisher: Gollancz
Format: Paperback
Pages: 643
Finished: 13/01/2020

Summary: In a world where ash falls from the sky, and mist dominates the night, an evil cloaks the land and stifles all life. The future of the empire rests on the shoulders of a troublemaker and his young apprentice. Together, can they fill the world with colour once more?
In Brandon Sanderson's intriguing tale of love, loss, despair and hope, a new kind of magic enters the stage— Allomancy, a magic of the metals.

My thoughts: I'm so glad I believed enough in this series to buy the boxed set, because I need to continue on with this now. I don't care that the sequel is almost 800 pages; I require it in order to live on! I've heard that "The Final Empire" is the weakest in the trilogy, and if that's true... I'm about to go through a lot in the upcoming weeks, let's just say that.
Brandon Sanderson is an author that I've held to extreme standards, even having read "The Reckoners" trilogy and only liking it, but not loving it. I always felt that once I got into his high fantasy stuff, he'd become my favourite author. I just had to get through one of his bricks... And now I have! "The Final Empire", along with the rest of the original "Mistborn" trilogy, has been in my possession for a few years now. I've lived in anticipation for them, but all along felt intimidated by the page count. However, it was for such fears that I made my goals for 2020 (to read more thicc books).
This story offers such depth and character development, twists and turns, plots and schemes, that I was just left flailing in absolute awe (literally). Our protagonists, Kelsier and Vin, were amazingly prominent and expertly carved out in their personalities. The world building has a strong and solid base and leaves a lot to be discovered in future books. The plot itself, built on high fantasy politics, a daring heist, and whispers of rebellion was juiciness itself. Just dripping with action and excitement that will have anyone biting their nails.
As for the downsides that forced the rating down from 5/5 to 4,75/5, well... Many have criticised Sanderson for his simple language in this novel but that wasn't something that bothered me. It didn't need to be flowery and lavish; the plot and characters made up for that quite enough. What I will say, however, were that some fighting scenes were difficult to imagine, at least to me, because of somewhat lacking descriptions. Stuff was certainly happening, but I didn't always grasp exactly how the fighting scenes played out and who flew where etc. My second complaint is about some important sideline characters that I kept getting mixed up because they were just too similar and had roles that were similar to each other. I think those could've been more fleshed out, but maybe that's something that will happen in the next book.
Regardless of these small complaints, I really loved this book, and I want to end this review on a positive note. Brandon Sanderson seems to have been writing excellent fantasy since at least 2006 (when this was released) and I can't wait to read more by him. This novel ended up packing such an emotional punch that I won't be able to stop thinking about it anytime soon.
(PS. I love Kelsier)

Rating: 4,75/5

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Title: My Year of Rest and Relaxation
Author: Ottessa Moshfegh

Narrator: Julia Whelan
Original title: 
My Year of Rest and Relaxation
First published: 2018
Genre: Adult, Contemporary
Series: --
Publisher: Penguin
Format: Audiobook
Time: 7h 15min
Finished: 13/01/2020

Summary: Our narrator should be happy, shouldn't she? She's young, thin, pretty, a recent Columbia graduate, works an easy job at a hip art gallery, lives in an apartment on the Upper East Side of Manhattan paid for, like the rest of her needs, by her inheritance. But there is a dark and vacuous hole in her heart, and it isn't just the loss of her parents, or the way her Wall Street boyfriend treats her, or her sadomasochistic relationship with her best friend, Reva. It's the year 2000 in a city aglitter with wealth and possibility; what could be so terribly wrong?

My thoughts: I'd only heard about this book from two BookTubers (Ariel Bissett and TheBookTuber) and they'd both pitched it as this purely weird book that really left a mark, in an odd way. I became curious, though not enough to purchase the book or find it in a library, but when I eventually found it on the new audiobook app I downloaded, I was too curious to let the opportunity pass. It is, after all, only 7 hours long, and will expire from the app entirely on January 17th (2020).
I must say that this book is truly bizarre. I don't think I've read anything quite like it since "The Wasp Factory" by Iain Banks, which I liked, but was also disturbed by. With this book, I certainly felt disturbed. Our main character has been feeling depressed to say the least, and decides that the best solution to her problem is to hibernate. During an entire year, she does whatever she can to sleep as much as possible. It's not at all healthy, yet she goes to such incredible lengths to fulfil this new idea. It is disturbing to read about, but also captivating in a way. She's not easy to like - in fact I think I'd hate her if I knew her in real life. She appears to lack empathy and compassion, and in some cases acts like a really horrible person. I don't even know for sure if I enjoyed reading about her.
However, here is the catch... I couldn't stop listening. Did I like the book while reading it? Maybe. At times I'd say no, at other times I found it humorous. Could I stop reading? No! It was just too weird. I had to know what would happen to her; would she somehow die from sleeping too much, would she ruin her own life through the "project", would she be able to really go into hibernation?
I do recommend it if you're just looking for a super weird reading experience, and the audiobook was alright. In the end, I'm conflicted about my feelings, but happy that I read it.

Rating: 3,25/5

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6547260Title: The Well of Ascension
Author: Brandon Sanderson
Original title: 
The Well of Ascension
First published: 2007
Genre: High fantasy, Adult
Series: Mistborn #2
Publisher: Gollancz
Format: Paperback
Pages: 763
Finished: 30/01/2020

Summary: Spoiler alert! Vin, the street urchin who has grown into the most powerful Mistborn in the land, and Elend Venture, the idealistic young nobleman who loves her, must build a healthy new society in the ashes of an empire. Three separate armies attack. As the siege tightens, an ancient legend seems to offer a glimmer of hope. But even if it really exists, no one knows where to find the Well of Ascension or what manner of power it bestows.

My thoughts: As stated in my review for "The Final Empire", I really enjoyed reading the first book in the "Mistborn" series. It was a good mixture of slow and fast paced, setbacks and successes, friendship and betrayal, good times and bad times. It had a good balance, making it easy to stay interested and excited.
I didn't quite find that this was the case with "The Well of Ascension". That balance was somewhat lost, and after hundreds of pages without it, I started to lose interest... I knew, of course, that I wanted to finish the book, and furthermore finish the series, but I was starting to get worn down. A great chunk of this book consists of piles upon piles of setbacks for our main characters. Not only do things start out looking grim; they keep getting grimmer for each page. Now, I can appreciate a story where not everything goes well for the hero, but when everything just goes bad it's not as fun anymore.
That being said, despite how slow this novel was, I enjoyed following Vin's character development, and also seeing the focus shift to characters that were kept mostly in the background of "The Final Empire". The part of the story that contained action were still entertaining, but many of them were too similar to one another. I want each fight to be more original, or else the motivation for so many seems null. I wish this book had been shortened by some hundred pages. I can see why this is the lowest rated book in the trilogy.

Rating: 3,75/5

Sunday, 1 September 2019

Book Reviews: The Golden Compass | The Subtle Knife | Eliza och hennes monster

1189906Title: The Golden Compass
Author: Philip Pullman
Original title: Northern Lights

First published: 1995
Genre: Fantasy, YA
Series: His Dark Materials #1
Publisher: Laurel-Leaf
Format: Paperback
Pages: 351
Finished: 02/08/2019

Summary: Lyra is rushing to the cold, far North, where witch clans and armored bears rule. North, where the Gobblers take the children they steal--including her friend Roger. North, where her fearsome uncle Asriel is trying to build a bridge to a parallel world. Can one small girl make a difference in such great and terrible endeavors? This is Lyra: a savage, a schemer, a liar, and as fierce and true a champion as Roger or Asriel could want--but what Lyra doesn't know is that to help one of them will be to betray the other.

My thoughts: Reading this book was a joy on my behalf. I’ll tell you why, but I won’t drag it out. For one, the world building was excellent. We travel through a world that is so similar to ours, but set in what appears to be another time and contains elements of magic. A great feature to this world are dæmons; an animal companion that every person is born with and with which they share their souls. I loved the dæmons, because they were both used to establish characters, and to be characters of their own. Adding all sorts of animals to every fight or adventure scene also gave the book something unique. I don’t believe a good animal companion is to be underestimated in stories; especially if they’re done well!

Speaking of dæmons; there were human characters as well, of course, and I liked them, too! There was a hefty cast, but not too big to keep track of. The main character, Lyra, is barely even a teen (12-ish), but she has a strong personality brimming with courage and stubbornness. I didn’t feel that her narrative or description didn’t fit what was suitable for her age, which is something I could worry about with books like these, were young characters go through a lot of rough times. It might be easy to have a young character be too wise or too mature much too soon. That wasn’t really the case here, though. I think she made a realistic badass kid character in all the good ways.

I believe every single important character in this book had a unique and effectful aura to them. Some were genuine, some deceitful, some bitter, and some naive. Sometimes I didn’t know what they were, but as a reader, I felt I was allowed to form my own feelings and opinions about the characters, without the narrations pushing me too much in one direction or another.

The plot was good, too. It was interesting, adventurous, and at times disturbing, and I admit that I liked it a lot. I might say that the writing didn’t blow me away, though it was good, and at times I had a hard time finding a flow in my reading. Those are the negative things I can mention about the novel, but overall, I really did enjoy it.

Rating: 4,5/5

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Title: The Subtle Knife
Author: Philip Pullman
Original title: The Subtle Knife

First published: 1997
Genre: Fantasy, YA
Series: His Dark Materials #2
Publisher: Laurel-Leaf
Format: Paperback
Pages: 288
Finished: 22/08/2019

Summary: Spoiler alert! The intrepid young Lyra has passed through a shimmering portal in the sky and finds herself in a beautiful, haunted otherworld - Cittàgazze, where soul-eating Specters stalk the streets and wingbeats of distant angels sound against the sky. But she is not without allies: twelve-year-old Will Parry, fleeing for his life after taking another's, has also stumbled into this strange new realm. On a perilous journey from world to world, Lyra and Will uncover a deadly secret: an object of extraordinary and devastating power. With every step, they move closer to an even greater threat - and the shattering truth of their own destiny.

My thoughts: Wow… Honestly, I’m blown away by the utter stupidity of this novel. What the actual fuck? I finished it a week ago at the time of writing this review, because I wanted my feelings to cool for a bit before I started getting into my thoughts, but I’m still baffled that this novel is by the same author who wrote “The Golden Compass”, which I adored when reading earlier this month. I was eager to move on to this second book; I wish now that I never did. Better not to read it and dream that “The Golden Compass” just ends with a cliffhanger, and let that be it. This is the second book in a trilogy, and I can sometimes find those are the weakest in a series. I’ve read disappointing second books before. “Crossed” by Ally Condie. “Scarlet” by Marissa Meyer. “Miss Mayhem” by Rachel Hawkins. I believe it’s been a very long time since I’ve read a sequel that was this bad.

Why is it bad then? Well, I won’t go into too much detail, but here’s the gist of it:

Lyra, who was a fierce character with a strong will of her own in the previous novel, is now turned into an uncertain girl who decides she must follow the new MALE protagonist and fulfill his destiny.

The new male protagonist is a total whine-butt and I could find no positive emotions within me directed at him. I had a constant wish that he might perish.

Bye bye, shiny and exciting world of “The Golden Compass”, hello… well, our world. Did it add anything to the story? No. Was it a terrible mistake to leave the original world behind to explore new ones? Yes! I hate it! If you have to delve into new worlds in your story, at least make them as interesting as the one you’re leaving, if not more. It was such a bore.

“Papa, don’t preach”? More like “Pullman, don’t preach”! Things that were ideas in the last book became flaring messages directly from the author in this one. It’s like Pullman set us up with the first book to lure us in, only to start preaching his own values in “The Subtle Knife”. It’s really not what I came for…

Need I say more? This was crap… I’m unsure whether I’ll give the third book a chance at all. It won’t be this year, at least!

Rating: 2,5/5

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Image result for eliza och hennes monsterTitle: Eliza och hennes monster
Author: Francesca Zappia
Original title: Eliza and Her Monsters

First published: 2017
Genre: Contemporary, YA
Series: --
Publisher: Modernista
Format: Hardback
Pages: 399
Finished: 31/08/2019

Summary: In the real world, Eliza Mirk is shy, weird, and friendless. Online, she’s LadyConstellation, the anonymous creator of the wildly popular webcomic Monstrous Sea. Eliza can’t imagine enjoying the real world as much as she loves the online one, and she has no desire to try. Then Wallace Warland, Monstrous Sea’s biggest fanfiction writer, transfers to her school. Wallace thinks Eliza is just another fan, and as he draws her out of her shell, she begins to wonder if a life offline might be worthwhile. But when Eliza’s secret is accidentally shared with the world, everything she’s built—her story, her relationship with Wallace, and even her sanity—begins to fall apart.

My thoughts: I enjoyed reading this book, but I didn’t love it. I thought it was interesting to read about a protagonist who deals with internet fame and shows both the pros and cons of such a life. It was also nice to read about other modern issues, such as dependency on an online social life and a sort of disconnection to life outside the internet. The story explores how parents can lack understanding for modern day social platforms, and shows their frustration in regards to Eliza’s obsessions with her phone. In my opinion, the book dealt well with such topics. We also get a male love interest who appears to deal with social phobia, and breaks the stereotype of what a big muscular guy can be, which I liked. If I have anything negative to say, it would be that it took me a while to start liking Eliza's character and to fully understand her attitude towards her family. Overall, though, this was a nice book.

Rating: 3,75/5